Maybe I should start writing again.Just simply, to polish up whatever that ain't shining anymore.
Yes I'm back here again after a year,and I do learn a lot in this one year especially when I step into this new college named KDU and I met a lot of new people and also my boyfie.*smile...
So how had ya'll been?All good?Not sure what am I gonna blog about but of course not about what had happened in the year that had past but maybe some feelings to share?
Yes,lately I'd realized much things,and also thanks to one of my friend who always give me good advice and willing to listen to me although sometimes she is a lil bit cool in action.Haha.Yea,so back to the topic,I had realized that people do have a lot of faces in reality and also attitude towards different people.And she is one of my friend,I don't really categorized my friend so yea,she hurt me.For the first time I feel so helpless and just a
'NO' from her hurts me.Forget about it how she treated me as Ms J told me that, the reason of people dislike you is you yourself who create the reason.You might think that this way is good but not everyone think so.And yea,I'll just learn the lesson,since you dislike me and it's obvious,so I will choose not to be near to you as less as possible.Better isn't it?
So no matter how, I'd told myself I won't be that kind of cheap scale person which if you treat me bad I'll do back the same,as people said,you smile to your enemy somehow he or she will feel guilty perhaps?So why do I need to live in the past?Move forward better,and yea I do found out the reason she dislike me but somehow the case is non of her business but just she couldn't accept the changes and why wanna make herself uncomfortable because of me?It's not worth it girl.I ain't important for you and we are just friend.
This is what had happened lately in my life that hurts me a lil bit, but no worries I'm all good now.Had digested everything after had the talk with J. J is a good person which I could share anything to and I don't mind if she shares with others cause she knows what to share and what not to.She's kind of an understanding person.Thanks for giving me advice and be my listener.I will learn how to observes people more before trusting them.This is what she had told me too.
So now I will just live with what I have and let go whatever that's not mine.That's it.
Have a great night ahead peep!Good night!
